KOALA'S FAREWELL TO LOVE
Dec. 23rd, 2006 07:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mokonaMy lover is going on a trip to ... well I dunno where but they'll be gone for three weeks.
I'm really sad about it because before they left we got in a fight. I don't know what's going to happen when they come back. I don't know if they'll still be mad at or me or what's going on. I really hope we can both forgive each other and that it all works out well in the end.
While they're gone I won't be able to contact them cause they're going to like super ghetto Asia. No phone, no computer, no letters, so sad. Then while we were fighting I told them that I hoped they got food poisoning while they were away. Truth is, I don't want anything bad happening to that person because I'll still love them even if they hate me.
In the past we've argued, but this was the worst fight we had. I brought up their past about how their former love cheated on them with some person who was gender confused. Then it all went down hill from there. I don't know what I'll do if they decide to break up with me. I'll be so devastated because they're my everything. There are moments that happen and you really regret what you said and you hope that time could turn back. That was one of them. I keep hoping that once i go to sleep and I wake up that that day were a dream and it would be that same day again.
I don't even know why I'm posting this on my LJ. It's not like anyone cares or will read this. I really hate everything right now and I feel so sad. I don't know what to do. I'll just really miss my love while they're away. I'll miss them even more because of that fight. I hope that they'll miss me too. Farewell for now and see you again in three weeks.
I'm really sad about it because before they left we got in a fight. I don't know what's going to happen when they come back. I don't know if they'll still be mad at or me or what's going on. I really hope we can both forgive each other and that it all works out well in the end.
While they're gone I won't be able to contact them cause they're going to like super ghetto Asia. No phone, no computer, no letters, so sad. Then while we were fighting I told them that I hoped they got food poisoning while they were away. Truth is, I don't want anything bad happening to that person because I'll still love them even if they hate me.
In the past we've argued, but this was the worst fight we had. I brought up their past about how their former love cheated on them with some person who was gender confused. Then it all went down hill from there. I don't know what I'll do if they decide to break up with me. I'll be so devastated because they're my everything. There are moments that happen and you really regret what you said and you hope that time could turn back. That was one of them. I keep hoping that once i go to sleep and I wake up that that day were a dream and it would be that same day again.
I don't even know why I'm posting this on my LJ. It's not like anyone cares or will read this. I really hate everything right now and I feel so sad. I don't know what to do. I'll just really miss my love while they're away. I'll miss them even more because of that fight. I hope that they'll miss me too. Farewell for now and see you again in three weeks.