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mokonalololololol my the sperm donor is in ICU dad
About two weeks ago my mother was retarded enough to let the sperm donor stay with her at her apartment. The reason being that my brother had asked her if he could stay with her or some crap and she only allowed it because that's what my brother wanted. My mom is fucking lucky that I don't live with her. I was told that my mom had only gone to her second job for one day out of the week that my dad was there for. She couldn't go to work because she got too drunk to go.
If I had been there with my dad the sperm donor and my drunk mother I would have fucking killed myself. No lie. I'm serious. I can't stand my mother when she's drunk. Although, it's funny when she tries to shit talk and she thinks she's so clever and witty, but she's not, and I don't take her shit when she's drunk. I talk back to her when she's drunk and then she starts crying, because the truth hurts, but it's okay, she forgets it all after she's gone to sleep and wakes up. Unfortunately, unlike her, I don't have the pleasure of being able to forget her drunken conversations.
Anyway, I would say what I don't like about my "dad" but there really isn't much to say. It's not that I don't like him, I just don't care for him; he doesn't mean anything to me. I remember that when I was younger my "aunt" (she's not really my aunt but she was my mom's good friend and my mom never had any siblings) had asked me why I loved my father. I was young so I really didn't understand and I was confused by her question. Then she asked me if I loved him just because I supposed to; because a child is supposed to love their parents. That was exactly case. She told me that I didn't have to love him, or care about him, because if he had really loved my mom, my brother, me, that he would be a real father. From that day on, I never really meant telling my father, "I love you."
My father is a loser. He's never been able to keep a steady job for more than a couple of months. My grandparents tried so many times to help him with school (dumbass never graduated from highschool). My mom has never received a single penny from him, or any other type of help with raising my brother and me. There's also a load of other crap but I don't want to waste my time typing it up.
My mom finally got tired of him staying with her and she sent him back to live with his girlfriend or whatever it is. He sent me a picture of him and his "girlfriend" and she's fuuuuucking ugly. She look like a man, I swear it. My mom has to be the prettiest woman he's ever dated cause the rest are all crack heads, literally. She kicked him out because all he did was lay around her apartment for the whole week and didn't do anything. He said he was sick and throwing up blood and he couldn't do anything.
A couple days after kicking him out he was put into ICU. See, this is the part that I don't understand. This man has no job, no medical insurance, he has a warrant for his arrest, and he's able to be treated in the hospital with specialist looking after him? I don't even think he's going to have to pay his hopitalization either. Shit like this pisses me off. All the people that are basically leeches always have free crap handed to them. Then the people that work hard have to work even harder for any type of help. It's disgusting.
His specialist doctor people gave him a year to live, at least that's what he told my mom. I think he'll live longer than a year. I hope he lives until all his spawn are 18 and older. Why? So that his spawn don't receive any money from the state because he's dead. Yeah, for some reason the state will give his children money because he died or something I don't understand how it works, but my brother and I won't be able to collect on it because we're not under 18. Fucking suck.
Long story short; my "father" is in ICU and I don't care.
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:07 am (UTC)Oh! Kyoko's finally buying Jyu-oh-sei tuesday! Or earlier, if we get it in earlier.... that and Bludgeoning Angel Dokoro-chan... next week is apparently violent anime week...
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:10 am (UTC)Glad I'm not the only one with a father that's not a father!
Whoo! Jyu Oh Sei!
I'll have to buy it later because I still don't have a job >.<
I think actually looking would help but meeeeeeh I don't have a way of getting anyway! D=
It's like cute violence? Have you seen any of it? My friend tried to get me to watch it but I difficulty getting pass the first episode ... It seemed like ecchi to me so yeah =/
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:23 am (UTC)Seolfor and I saw the first episode after seeing a scene from it in AMV Hell.... from what I've seen.... well... It's very bloody violence.... The animation's adorable and the storyline's cute, then suddenly the boy accidentally sees the little angel indesposed and she takes off half of his head with her spikey stick. Blood and brains go everywhere, and then the angel brings him back to life, and the story continues. I couldn't watch it with Seolfor around, but I get the feeling I'd get a good laugh out of it if I watch it alone. I'm iffy on the storyline's concept, though... the angel is actually sent there to kill him cuz he invents a way for all women to stop growing past the age of 12, and this pisses off God, But the angel likes him so she keeps him alive....
Basically it's adorable crack violence... like Happy Tree Friends but cuter animation and actual dialogue
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:31 am (UTC)Yeaaaah
Well, whatever floats your boat!
My friend explained it to me and I was like ORLY?
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:37 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-10-03 02:41 am (UTC)I like drama. =D
And fucked up shit.
LIKE SPEED GRAPHER =DDDDDDDD
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:47 am (UTC)I like drama, but I like drama with happy endings. I heard Speed Grapher has explosions... sounds interesting.
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:51 am (UTC)Well, it really depends. Most of the times I don't but in Speed Grapher I wanted them to have a happy ending.
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Date: 2008-10-03 02:56 am (UTC)I like it when endings are happy, but I love drama. Like FMP!TSR. If Loveless gets a happy ending, I'll be a happy fangirl.
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Date: 2008-10-03 03:00 am (UTC)Well, I'm thinking that Loveless may be open-ended ...
Gawd, I really need to reread that shit. Cause I srsly thought that Ritsuka changed when Soubi died ... BUT YOU SAY OTHERWISE! lol
Fucking, I think I just give up. Shit is so damn confusing.
OH AND I FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH TRC =DDDDDD
Makes me sad. Stupid Syaoran was the only one who had a choice of fucking up his future ;-;
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Date: 2008-10-03 03:04 am (UTC)XD Now I gotta catch up on TSR.
Well, I'm going to bed. G'nite!
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Date: 2008-10-08 01:45 am (UTC)I LOVE YOU, ZEANDRA. NOLIES. <3 :D
NOLIES
Date: 2008-10-10 03:07 am (UTC)I love you too, dear Clara! <3
He's out of ICU now and he's still failing at life =/
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Date: 2008-10-11 10:55 pm (UTC)