KOALA ALWAYS LIED WHILE SAYING "I LOVE YOU"

[mokona]

lololololol my dad the sperm donor is in ICU 

About two weeks ago my mother was retarded enough to let the sperm donor stay with her at her apartment. The reason being that my brother had asked her if he could stay with her or some crap and she only allowed it because that's what my brother wanted. My mom is fucking lucky that I don't live with her. I was told that my mom had only gone to her second job for one day out of the week that my dad was there for. She couldn't go to work because she got too drunk to go.

If I had been there with my dad the sperm donor and my drunk mother I would have fucking killed myself. No lie. I'm serious. I can't stand my mother when she's drunk. Although, it's funny when she tries to shit talk and she thinks she's so clever and witty, but she's not, and I don't take her shit when she's drunk. I talk back to her when she's drunk and then she starts crying, because the truth hurts, but it's okay, she forgets it all after she's gone to sleep and wakes up. Unfortunately, unlike her, I don't have the pleasure of being able to forget her drunken conversations.

Anyway, I would say what I don't like about my "dad" but there really isn't much to say. It's not that I don't like him, I just don't care for him; he doesn't mean anything to me. I remember that when I was younger my "aunt" (she's not really my aunt but she was my mom's good friend and my mom never had any siblings) had asked me why I loved my father. I was young so I really didn't understand and I was confused by her question. Then she asked me if I loved him just because I supposed to; because a child is supposed to love their parents. That was exactly case. She told me that I didn't have to love him, or care about him, because if he had really loved my mom, my brother, me, that he would be a real father. From that day on, I never really meant telling my father, "I love you."

My father is a loser. He's never been able to keep a steady job for more than a couple of months. My grandparents tried so many times to help him with school (dumbass never graduated from highschool). My mom has never received a single penny from him, or any other type of help with raising my brother and me. There's also a load of other crap but I don't want to waste my time typing it up.

My mom finally got tired of him staying with her and she sent him back to live with his girlfriend or whatever it is. He sent me a picture of him and his "girlfriend" and she's fuuuuucking ugly. She look like a man, I swear it. My mom has to be the prettiest woman he's ever dated cause the rest are all crack heads, literally. She kicked him out because all he did was lay around her apartment for the whole week and didn't do anything. He said he was sick and throwing up blood and he couldn't do anything. 

A couple days after kicking him out he was put into ICU. See, this is the part that I don't understand. This man has no job, no medical insurance, he has a warrant for his arrest, and he's able to be treated in the hospital with specialist looking after him? I don't even think he's going to have to pay his hopitalization either. Shit like this pisses me off. All the people that are basically leeches always have free crap handed to them. Then the people that work hard have to work even harder for any type of help. It's disgusting.

His specialist doctor people gave him a year to live, at least that's what he told my mom. I think he'll live longer than a year. I hope he lives until all his spawn are 18 and older. Why? So that his spawn don't receive any money from the state because he's dead. Yeah, for some reason the state will give his children money because he died or something I don't understand how it works, but my brother and I won't be able to collect on it because we're not under 18. Fucking suck.


Long story short; my "father" is in ICU and I don't care.

Comments

[drunken-koala.livejournal.com]

Never even heard of it.

Well, I'm thinking that Loveless may be open-ended ...
Gawd, I really need to reread that shit. Cause I srsly thought that Ritsuka changed when Soubi died ... BUT YOU SAY OTHERWISE! lol

Fucking, I think I just give up. Shit is so damn confusing.

OH AND I FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH TRC =DDDDDD
Makes me sad. Stupid Syaoran was the only one who had a choice of fucking up his future ;-;

[kyoko215.livejournal.com]

Saikano is 13 episodes of fucked up it gets worse as it goes.

XD Now I gotta catch up on TSR.

Well, I'm going to bed. G'nite!